My therapist told me I called her last Saturday.
I remember my hands trembling.
She said some of my alters are mad at her, especially Bobby.
They think she wants them dead.
She said I called her and said that I was in crisis.
She said Bobby wanted a meeting with her in Second Life.
I envisioned what a session in Second Life with all of my alternates would look like and came up with Gilligan’s Island as existential fever dream: Hell is other avatars.
Our castaways don’t know they’ve been shipwrecked and each will torture the other for seeking rescue.
Eh well, let’s continue…
My therapist said she refused Bobby’s demands.
Later, after the session, I realized that my teen self had demanded my therapist meet him in Second Life and the absurdity made me laugh out loud.
My therapist is right not to go into Second Life.
Her clinical judgment is impeccable
This has been another rough week.
I always lose time but there is a bi-polar part to my illness, so I’m a bit manic, I get little sleep and my brain is in overdrive.
My goal is to be more consistent and more present over the next five days and catch up with my growing community on WordPress
(This was first posted in March of 2015. I re-read it and found it still relevant.)
Rob Goldstein 2015-2019
Art by Rob Goldstein 
Th art work is mind-blowing. Do I have permission to re-post it in my post and also my life issues page? When are you most relaxed? Your creativity reminds me of a fire hose. I wish for you good nights’ sleeping.
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You have my permission to re-post the work as long as it’s linked with a credit. I’d be honored. Thanks! I’m most relaxed when I’m processing photos.
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I’m sorry it’s been a rough week ❤
“My therapist is right not to go into Second Life. Her clinical judgment is impeccable.”
Your dry sense of humor makes me smile 🙂
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LOL–my therapist likes it too. It’s good to have the concentration to post and comment–I don’t know which I like better…Thank you so much for visiting my blog.
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I had wondered when you’d be back.
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Thank you–I managed to misplace a couple of days…:) I’m on my way over to your blog for a visit.
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I missed you.
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Thank you–I’m blushing — You are one of the reasons I’m so fond of WordPress–
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