this thing that happened
that I can’t undo
that makes
me feel dirty and wounded
and this pain
and this grief
and this wish
to forget
to make
it go
away
so I can
feel
worthy
of
love.
Rob Goldstein (c) 2017 All Rights Reserved
You matter.
You are worthy.
You are loved.
Even if some days it does not feel that way.
You are.
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Thank you my friend. I woke up with such anxiety today that I didn’t have the concentration to respond to comments on my blog. Yours was the first I saw. I appreciate your words of support. Thank you!
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Waking up with anxiety is an awful way to wake up to the day. It can be so paralyzingly. I have not read but two blogs today and yours was one of them. My brain was too full but I really could feel what you had written and wanted you to know that. Just because others have not seen your value does not lessen it. Your importance on this earth is seen and felt by many. Your mother’s loss!
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Thank you. The anxiety is passing. Thank you for honoring me with your visit and comment.
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The more you get these feelings out in the open…the more healing it is..some things just stay with you and accepting that might be healing in itself…There are many ways to lead to the goal. xx
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I can’t describe how triggering the debate over Roy Moore is. This America, the one with the corrupt government and the racist officials who will sacrifice the lives and the bodies of our children to adhere to an irrational and barbaric ideology–this is the South of my childhood.
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“This thing that happened.” I certainly understand. 😦
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Once you’ve been touched by a narcissist it feels as if you’re scarred for life, doesn’t it?
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Yes it does. Those scars may fade but they never disappear. Sigh.
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No, they don’t. But we can learn to get past them.
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You know Robert…some of them I think we can but others stay with us forever…maybe faded but still on the surface.
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And some of them sometimes hurt like fresh wounds.
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I know. I have many of them…as I’m sure you do. 😦
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Ok…so let’s talk about happy things. I killed a mosquito today!
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I didn’t kill anything…but I wanted to….does that count? LOL
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LOL! Yes…wishes count.
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Yay!
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Beautiful…
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Thank you. I know Norwich, Connecticut, I love New England!
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U voted for donald ? Oh mate
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LOL. No…but If I had I’d feel just as sullied.
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Phew
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